Today he got on the train without me.
I tried my best but I took the wrong street and still got lost along the way. When I reached the train station slightly later then expected, I ran around trying to search for him, I knew he would be mad and I didn't want to fight. All I had infront of me was the sea of unfamiliar faces looking back at me, where are you? I picked up my cell phone and called him. He told me he left and that I could catch the next train to him or make my own plans, then he hung up. I fall to the ground and cry. I never felt so lost, so abandoned before. The person next to me asked me if I was okay and I said no, I'm not okay.
