I have massive issues with my weight. Anyone who tells me I look healthy should fuck off. I don't feel healthy, I feel bloated, ugly and disgusted with myself.
Current weight: 58
Ideal weight: 45
I remember when I was 63 and everyone said I looked fine and bubbly, skinny girls aren't boring, clothes hang off them well, they look fit. Healthy = fat. Jesus. You really think I buy that crap?
Because of my medication, my metabolism rate has gone mental on me. Be happy and fat or skinny and depressed? I'll pick the latter any day.
