“We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us.”
Remaining sober is just as bad as a break up to me. I always either relied on one or another. Boyfriend or alcohol. Boyfriend and alcohol.
Men came and left, they fell in love with me as fast as they fell out of it. For many years, I have allowed multiple people who had no love for me to stay in my heart rent free. I have however managed to stay the way I am.
I am optimistic, I am dying to love, I am the wide eyed girl you meet at the bus stop who believes in true love and non-fat butter croissants. Today, I got scared. I can lose everything but this. I cannot lose my desire to love or I will lose myself.
Sometimes there is no best way to say good bye I learned. You just have to go. Run far and wide. Don't look back. Don't stop.
Go go go go my child. What yours will find its way if not let it be.
